Wednesday, November 11, 2009

..speechless..

Forgot when we went pavillion already (few weeks ago)
Us in the fitting room


this is what we wore there x)


good shot sq =) i like the lighting


me - kiddy look


just want to look small

..111109..

HAPPY 53th BURFDAY NANNY !!
Miss you and Love you always

Not only me beh song. SQ and GOh also not happy with it.
This is how the conversation starts :
xxx : Ehh !! Why you all are here ?!
SL : Supporter mah = =
xxx : Supp your head laa !! (in a serious tone)
Three of us : ...speechless...
Haizz..whatever lor x(

Never even say hi. Treat me just like a passer-by = =
Don't know what to say about it.

Count from sat till today. That's how long i've been sick.
ARggh !!
Appearance shows nothing. Yup, i look healthy but i'm actually not.
Nevermind, as the saying goes (by oe), small sick is actually fortunes.
Not sure whether it's true.

A one-day friend is even more sincere than a 3-years friend.
Not sad or angry because of what you said.
Just felt betrayed. Btw not 1st time already. I had get used to it.
If it's the " 3-years ago" me, i'll show my beh song face at you already or even..you know.
But now i still talk to you like usual. Maybe i got serious prob.

Chosed to walk a longer way to go back to my house just to pass by your house.
WAnted to find you because i want to feel accompanied but at last i did not do so.
Maybe i'm not daring enough.

It's my burfday yesterday. No burfday feel at all. Maybe it's because i'm sick x( Too bad
Went to hometown with my friends. I gave up favourite prawn because i'm lazy.
some pics here :

from juee and minyi



from heizen and vivien


our cake =)


I mess it up already x( it looks better before i touch it




from swee ling, oli and oe


from chee yan (i'm a lousy pic-taker)


pps :// waiting for your post, Goh












Sunday, November 8, 2009

x(

..091109..

I'm on duty yesterday
I slept late the previous night so i'm really tired yesterday
I had fever too
guess what ?! The piano is just right under the air-cond and beside the drum
My head is just gonna explode anytime
It's like I feel cool and hot and the same time
I thought i'll be okay today

I'm not cool or hot either
It's just that i'm really dizzy
It's really tough breathing using only one nostril
No NO !! NO MORE MEDICINE !!
I'll use my own strength and anti-bodies to recover

Goh called me around 12 ++
She thought i just woke up because my voice sounded weird
I slept really early yesterday, around 11 ++ and woke up at 10 ++
lolx..almost 11hrs but i'm still tired

I'm sick on my b'day's eve
I don't want to be sick on my b'day and it's just less than 10hrs fom now
arggHHh !!
Jesus, please heal me.

May God bless those who are sick, Amen.
=)

Monday, October 26, 2009

KO. 1 ^^

261009 ( mon )..

I saw someone in carrefour yesterday
i thought i would not see him because i did not saw him in the restaurant
his SMILE !! so damn charming xD
and his bro..(speechless)

Around 9am..
Goh sms me (just to wake me up) >_<
what shocked me was i woke up although it's just a message alert (i've improve a lot)
really very sleepy but also need to wake up to open the door for my lovely goh

THEN..
We watched KO. 1 together
i think it's from around 10am-2pm
We went to 7-eleven to buy food
continue our movie till 4 ++

I persuaded her to go down to play bsb
guess what ?! there were a few guys there
don't care, just play
then i shoot some baskets
me (talking to goh) : i don't believe the ball will not get in !!
the guy : just face the reality..
goh ar goh, i think he wants to find a chance to talk to you leh
somemore he kept on giving the ball to you x)

KO. 1 rocks ^^
it's a nice movie
I like aaron's eyes and calvin's smile

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

gENTING Trip

211009 ( tue )

Really have fun in genting yesterday
I throat was so damn pain and my voice sounded like a man now but at least better then yesterday night..No voice at all x(
After playing the cup tinge, i felt so dizzy
Guess what ?! i answered the phone call inside the cup xD
After i came out from the cup, I really don't feel comfortable
Then looked for sq's parents
On the way there..i vomited 'yuckssSSss'
Luckily i got a plastic bag
Then oe accompanied me to the toilet, i put my hair behind my ears
lolx..she said i look so girlish..tqtq ^^
Actually we wanted to overnight in genting because it's really raining heavily but too sad no more room jor ==

Then my aunty called and said might be she'll also be going to genting so she might be fetching home
she came quite late so i went home myself
Too bad can't see my uncle K
really miss him but he never believe me ==

Erm..
I received your msg but thr no line so can't reply
really sorry
btw thx 4 your wishes ^^

aiyoyoyoyoyo
didn't msg me jor
maybe you are just joking around
i should not think so much right ?!

Monday, October 19, 2009

^^

19 . 10 . 09 ( mon )...

I did not update my blog for so loOOooNG already
don't ever ask me about PMR anymore

what you said yesterday really shocked me
way too aggressive from what i expected
okay !! i admit i think you are cute too but..get what i mean ?!
i need to remind myself not to go through what i had been going through
I'm starting to miss you
GOsh !! wake up BERNICE !!

Going to genting tomorrow
just don't know why, there is no excitement in me anymore
come on !! my PASSION come back to me again..i really needs you

I saw your featured friends
okay !! I know I had nothing to do with you anymore but you are really changing fast
btw glad you find someone new x)

I hate FAKERs !!
especially those that are close with me
I really don't know whether you did it on purpose to show us but i can guarantee i will never ever trust you anymore
lolx..i should say that i never ever had trusted you
and YOU !! can't you use your head to think ?! is it really fun to joke around with you..and you think a "sorry" can made all of us forget what you had said ?!really made those planning all this suffer..
COME ON LAMER !! use your head to think before judging anything
didn't our english teacher thought us not to "judge a book by it's cover" ?!

GUYS !!
i cut my hair
i really look like a kid now xD

Sunday, September 20, 2009

TAGGED by TzeYang =)

個人題
01 你叫什么: BERNICE SHONG WEY-LYNN
02 你的綽號: BERN, BOLONICE
03 你的血型: O
04 你的星座: SCORPIO
05 你是男還是女: FEMALE
06 你幾歲: 15
07 你住哪裡: NEAR OLI'S HSE
08 你現在的學校: SMKPT
09 你有沒有手機: OF COURSE

朋友題
11 你最要好的朋友(限1個): KOYAKOKA (6 in 1)
12 你最討厭的人(限1個): NOPE

情題
21你有沒有喜欢的人:ADMIRE ONLY x)
22 到目前為止,你跟多少人告白過:NOPE
23 到目前為止,你被多少人告白過:...
24 到目前為止,你交過多少個男/女朋友:NOT COUNTED (PL)
25 現在有另一半吗:NOPE
26 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样:ACT INNOCENT
27 你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗:NOPE
28 你为什么会喜欢你現在喜欢的人:== NO WHY
29 你和另一半牵手过吗:YUP
30 你和另一半抱或亲过吗:NOPE
31你跟异性牵手过吗:YUP
34 是谁,你们什么关系:MY ARHERM, NOW FRIEND
35 现在有人在追你吗:...

混合題
36 如果有天,好朋友离你而去,你会: GET TO KNOW WHAT'S THE REASON
37 如果有天,好朋友背叛你,你会: IF IT'S SHE..THEN EXPECTED ALREADY
38 如果有天,好朋友对你喜新厌旧,你会: I BELIEVE THEY WON'T..RITE KOYAKOKA ?!
39 如果你很受不了你的父母,你会離家出走吗: NOPE..I LUV THEM X)
40 你上课認真吗: DEPENDS
41 你功課好不好: OKAY LOR
42 你开电脑都在干嘛: GAMES, YOUTUBE
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: WT !!
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: WT !!


兇手題
45 传給你这份问卷的人是谁: TZE YANG
46 这個人對你好不好: OKAY LOR
47 這個人是你的誰: BRO
48 你有喜欢过這個人吗: OMG !! OF COURSE NOPE..NEVER EVER
49 你们认识多久了: 3MTHS GUA
50 這個人是怎样的人: FUNNY
51 这个人正/帥吗: OKAY LOR
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: OMG !! OF COURSE NOPE..NEVER EVER
53 万一你喜欢這個人,你会怎么办:DIG MY HEART OUT

聯想題
54 說到正妹你会想到谁: NO ONE
55 說到帥哥你会想到谁: MY "LIN JUN JIE" LAA
56 說到憨你会想到谁: NO ONE
57 說到痴你会想到谁:GOH SHAU FENG
58 說到暗恋你会想到谁: TAT ONE LOR
59 說到出去玩你会想到谁: KOYAKOKA
60 說到聪明鬼你会想到谁: LEE YAN LING !!
61 說到傻子你会想到谁: GOH SHAU FENG
62 說到笑点低你会想到谁: OMG !! OF COURSE IS GOH SHAU FENG LAA
63 說到愛笑你会想到谁: LOLX..EVERYONE WIL THINK IT'S ME


學校題
64 你的班导是谁: PN.NIK
65 你的座位是第几排第几个: 第2排,第3/4/5位~
66 你最喜欢的老師是谁: NOPE
67 你的英文好吗: NOT TOO BAD
68 你的体育好吗: NOT TOO BAD
69 你的数学好么: NOT TOO BAD
70 你喜不喜欢你的校长: ARRGH !
71 你的学校好看吗: CONSIDERED BIG X)
72 你的班級是: 3 MAJU
73 你的班級在几楼: 1ST FLOOR
74 填后感: LAME ==

被点到必填:
1不填代表你不尊重传給你的人和问卷
2 請老实的回答每一個问題
3 不行擅自塗改題目
4 写完请点5位朋友,不可不点
5 点完后请通知那些朋友他们被点到了 COPY 题目到你的BLOG慢慢填吧。

TAGGED :
1. OLI
2. RACHEAL
3. 4000
4. XNY
5. JIA WEI

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

nice SONGs x)

09 . 09 . 09 ( wed )...

NICE DATE !!
oe told me that today many couples are getting marry..
my expression at that time was like...SO..btw WHY ?!
she said that today is a good day..
after thinking for a few moments then i was like " oo..yaya' >_<
blur + slow me ...

one more month to go then it will be my big day..
PMR !!
gotta bluff myself now..
I LOVE PMR !!
study life now seems meaningless..go to school everyday and do the same things..talk + do PMR's evercises + get teacher's "motivation"..
fine..just gotta bear with it..i guess everyone has to go through this too ^^
stressed + fearness of not getting straight A's are overcoming the real me..
i really can't don't think about it x(



nice SONGs x)
不屑
黄鸿升


事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类
传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰


就让我伪装
我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许有一天我们会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍





低调
张栋梁


嬉笑打闹拥抱
留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠熬过了最低潮
一起生活也一起埋怨过
走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明你知道

晨昏日夜颠倒
这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好
再多关心都徒劳
爱情从来就没有固定的味道
它最后停在哪里谁知道


我的难过是如此
低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好你用微笑回报
朋友或情人不重要

我的悲伤是如此
低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

难到是我对我自己不够好